It's only just occurred to Peter that Jason's hand is insistently twisting, pressing in his hair and he loves it. He even backs off just a little bit against Jason's hand just to feel the way Jason will inevitably press him back down, all need and no harshness. There is such incredible care in the way Jason touches him, even when he's got very little grip on polite reality. It's that tenderness that allows Peter to love Jason and be secure in the knowledge that he is loved without having the luxury of hearing it.
As Peter twists his hand to press another finger into Jason, he realizes that his self-control reserves are running dry. Jason as he is, spread wide for Peter and totally undone, is too irresistible. There's not even much regret when Peter disengages mouth and hand from their concentrated efforts. As he lays himself out on top of Jason, he finds he's so light-headed that he nearly falls atop the other man. With a kiss by way of apology for the fumble, he moves Jason's leg out further with his knee. Now that he's kissing Jason again, he gets distracted and stays as he is for a few long, languid moments. Besides, the longer he stays as he is, the harder Jason will work to get Peter to give him what he wants.
"You okay?" Peter asks, and while sure, he genuinely wants to check up on Jason and make sure he's ready, there's a dash of feigned innocence. If his classmates could see him now, out of his Goddamn mind with desire, many would barely recognize him. Peter is selfish with this part of Jason, anyway. It's one of the few things that's his, and since it is, he rewards the behavior by kissing his way along Jason's jaw to nip at his earlobe. Maybe it's less meticulous than this, though, and perhaps Peter is just trying to busy himself to keep from giving in himself, but no one can prove that.
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As Peter twists his hand to press another finger into Jason, he realizes that his self-control reserves are running dry. Jason as he is, spread wide for Peter and totally undone, is too irresistible. There's not even much regret when Peter disengages mouth and hand from their concentrated efforts. As he lays himself out on top of Jason, he finds he's so light-headed that he nearly falls atop the other man. With a kiss by way of apology for the fumble, he moves Jason's leg out further with his knee. Now that he's kissing Jason again, he gets distracted and stays as he is for a few long, languid moments. Besides, the longer he stays as he is, the harder Jason will work to get Peter to give him what he wants.
"You okay?" Peter asks, and while sure, he genuinely wants to check up on Jason and make sure he's ready, there's a dash of feigned innocence. If his classmates could see him now, out of his Goddamn mind with desire, many would barely recognize him. Peter is selfish with this part of Jason, anyway. It's one of the few things that's his, and since it is, he rewards the behavior by kissing his way along Jason's jaw to nip at his earlobe. Maybe it's less meticulous than this, though, and perhaps Peter is just trying to busy himself to keep from giving in himself, but no one can prove that.